Inside Out You're Beautiful

These past few days have been HORRIBLE. And no this time not dealing with boys, family etc, etc. Stupid health problems AKA my back. There's something going on with my back and a trip to the hospital and they couldn't figure out what was wrong. Let's see, I'm going to explain from the very beginning about a year ago, I had this slight pain in my back but I thought it would go away. Guess what? It didn't. So as the time passed it got worse and my mom could tell there was something wrong because of the way I would walk and stand. So I went to the special back doctor last year in the summer sometime, he sent me to a physical therapist I did physical therapy for about 2 months. It worked slightly but the pain came back completly.. then I went to this Chiropracter place in November and they started working on my back with these machines and in mid January I was feeling wonderful, walking straight, losing weight. I could actually get out of the bed and go places and be comfortable. Well about 2 weeks ago I got a sinus/ear infection/cold. AND that stupid thing sent me right back to where I started. Full on pain worse than I've ever had it. Thursday I went to the ER because I couldn't stand the pain. They took blood, the lady didn't know what she was doing -___- I have this huge bruise on my arm now, I had to pee in a cup (never did that before in my life) that was so gross. lol. Also got x-rays and all my tests came back, and he said they looked good. So he just gave me some stronger medicine, after one night of the medicine.. nothing would make the pain go away slightly so I went back to the spine doctor. He gave me stuff and told me stuff to do for my back. And wanted me off the stronger meds; Well none of that stuff worked. The pain was so bad that night, I wanted to die. I've never felt a worse pain in my life and I would never want anyone to get this pain, but it happens. So They scheduled me in the next day for an emergency appointment to get a cortozon epideral injection.. when we got there they couldn't do it from the anticiotics I had been taking from my sinus/ear infection. So now I'm going back on Monday for that. Not looking forward to it :/ I'm rather scared. I hate needles and all that... And this injection is just to calm the pain down until I can get an MRI done and find out what's wrong with my back. I just wish it could hurry up and get fixed my back is ruining everything. I had to stop in November at trying to get my license because it hurt to drive; I can't walk proper; It's affecting my school work/absenses; I can't hang out with anyone or do anything and be comfortable. Everything just sucks right now hopefully they can find something after the MRI. I want my life back.